8/3/2025

image of a gorgeous hand built koi pond, garden path, and well in a friend's parents' backyard

already awake, doing my favorite things in my least favorite place, a car so fancy we can't tell if it's turned off or not, fish under water, looking at lights, loitering to eat, listening to strangers arguing, a lovingly choreographed farce, something special broken, won another level on the little phone game, waiting until i'm alone to cry

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