8/11/2025
trying to hone in on what i want for each of my internet collections (professional art persona / professional work persona / private art persona), thinking about how to structure this blog to convey what i'm trying to (altho i'm still not quite sure what that even is), my problem is that i use every possible opportunity to lie and cheat and steal (and even now i'm wondering if i can get away with this), bus fare shame, a looooong text, medication overhaul, slow-moving blood, distributing black masks, drinking on the steps of the train station, and then everything else that happened afterwards